This Is So Backwards

Since back in February I’ve been a user (and customer) of Steam. My general dislike for DRM-infested bullshit aside, I do think it’s quite nice. It’s easy, it’s quick and it’s very painless. Almost dangerously painless. However, today I’m being annoyed by the stupidities and backwards idiocy of the companies who rule the gaming industry.

I pre-ordered Fallout: New Vegas on Steam a long time ago. Today I realized that had I bought it the old-fashioned way (with actual discs and other deprecated forms of distribution) would’ve been playing it today, since it was released on antique media yesterday. On Steam it doesn’t unlock until Friday.

This is so amazingly backwards. Why are we still insisting on shipping around plastic discs when we have the Internet and digital distribution? And why should the people who prefer a more progressive way of buying games be punished and have to wait three days longer – for no apparent reason other than to make us annoyed?

This is the same type of bullshit that makes people pirate music, movies and television shows. This is the same reason why I think Hulu is a big pile of crap, because of it’s regional lockouts. Look, get on the frelling bandwagon already – the Internet is global. It doesn’t care about borders or countries or release dates.

When you release the game, the movie, the album – release it everywhere at the same goddamn time. Don’t do staggered releases unless you have a seriously good excuse to do so. And I know you don’t have that.

“Threads” And The Nuclear Apocalypse

A while back I watched a television movie from 1984 called “Threads“. It was produced by the BBC and follows the fate of two families in Sheffield during a nuclear confrontation between the then-dominating nuclear factions. The whole thing is heavily done in a pseudo-documentary fashion, and the atmosphere in the production is extremely bleak.

For the last month or so I’ve been somewhat obsessed with post-apocalyptic scenarios. I’ve replayed Fallout 3 for the umpteenth time, I re-read “I am Legend” as well as watching every post-apocalyptic movie I could get my hands on.

But “Threads” was special in some way. It doesn’t sugarcoat the post-apocalypse in any way. In fact, it’s probably the most realistic and unflinching fictional portrayal of nuclear holocaust I can think of. Because generally we tend to over-do the nuclear thing at the same time where we don’t make it brutal enough. Most post-apocalyptic fiction tends to simply wipe out most of humanity, but it rarely elaborates on the details and grimness of how those lives were lost. They rarely think about how people actually die, instead most just clinically remove that element.

“Threads” is brutal. We follow two families in the build-up to armageddon, and we follow the survivors afterwards. I can assure you, the number of members of each family that survives the nuclear conflict is vastly fewer than the number preceding it. The ending is cruel and disturbing, and I know now it’ll take a while to digest that final image.

The thing that “Threads” does really well is to show how completely society would crumble in such an event. Literally. Buildings would crumble in moments, and our society would completely fall to pieces in days or at the very most weeks. All our infrastructure would be gone in a matter of days. Whatever policies and institutions we have would be completely overwhelmed, and the people in charge of those policies and institutions would not have the power to keep them in charge.

I grew up in the 80s, and I remember the fear of nuclear extinction that still existed up until the Soviet Union fell apart. It was tangible, and that fear was everywhere. Even today we still occasionally find reminders of that era during the cold war when the apocalypse was right around the corner. Even here in tiny, peaceful Sweden we still find bomb-shelters, old signs, and the collective memories about the worry of maybe someday being turned into vapor by thousands of megatons of nuclear doom.

Could humanity survive an apocalyptic event? I have my doubts. We’ve become a very complacent and comfortable species. Would we be able to go back to a medieval type of society? No white bread, no fresh meat, none of the advances our society has done. No Internet, no cars, no engines of any kind. Everything would be gone. Without schools the very language would deteriorate into a pidgin-version of itself. The written language would be gone. No order, no laws. Complete and utter chaos.

Watch “Threads”. It’s a haunting production.

Democracy Should Be More Like UNIX

Now, I know a lot of you out there on the intartubez will go “huh? wha?” at that topic, but I’ll explain in due time.

I come from a nerdy background. Or well, not so nerdy really, but one of my primary interests is technology and computers. Add to this that I’m also very observant and intelligent, and think a lot about the world around me and what could be made to improve it.

Currently Sweden is gearing up towards yet another election. In a few days the keys to the country will be handed over to a new set of con-men and con-women who will steer it in whatever direction they choose. Despite my general malaise regarding politics I’ve been thinking a lot about how politics, democracy and society could be improved.

See, Sweden is rapidly becoming a two-party country with only a few minor outside players. The political parties representing the blue (right) and red (left) sides of the political spectrum in this country has each gelled into somewhat uneasy alliances with each other. All the somewhat blue parties are in one alliance, all the somewhat red (and some green) parties are in another alliance.

I find this somewhat worrisome.

Now, like I said, I’m a somewhat nerdy person and I like computers. I’m also a Linux-user, and as such I’m going to use operating systems as a metaphor for politics.

There is a deep difference in design philosophy between UNIX-like systems (of which Linux is one) and the most common operating system on personal computers today, i.e. Microsofts Windows.

The difference is subtle but interesting. The philosophy in UNIX-type systems is to make small, specialized applications that do one thing and do it very well – and then make these applications very easy to interoperate with other applications. In fact, most “applications” in a UNIX-like environment aren’t applications in the proper sense of the word, but rather they are individual tools in a toolbox. Just like a hammer or a wrench they do one thing, and they are specialized in doing only that thing. The kernel in the operating system provides some common functions, but just like a toolbox it is essentially useless unless there are tools inside it. These tools in turn are designed to interoperate.

This is why the “proper” applications in many UNIX-like systems are more like front-ends to these tools. The provide a nice, neat interface with which you can work and behind the scenes it’s still most of the same common tools that do the actual work, operating and communicating with each other, each tool doing precisely what that tool is designed to do and nothing else. Each tool has been refined and refined for many iterations, and it is a beautifully crafted tool designed to do just one or maybe two things, but to do them very well.

By contrast, the design philosophy in the Windows world is quite the opposite. Most applications are what I call “limousine applications”. They’re big and bloated, they’re unwieldy, and they try to do as many things as possible at the same time. Again, the operating system acts essentially as the toolbox and provides some common services, but again the toolbox without the tools is just a useless box accomplishing nothing.

However, in the Windows toolbox the tools are strange, multi-jawed, multi-gripped, bizarre creations that try to do everything at once and succeding quite miserably at most things. Sure, they get the work done, but they don’t do it very well and they don’t do it very quickly. Usually because the tool is full designed to do 10 or maybe even double that amount of things, and thus it ends up doing each thing quite miserably. The toolmaker is also very selfish, and as such none of the tools in the Windows toolbox has any interoperation. You can choose one tool at a time, and they will not work well with each other.

You get the picture?

Democracy in Sweden (and in most parts of the western world, especially the US of A) is or have already become the political equivalent to the Windows toolbox. You have one, two or in rare cases three parties that all try to do everything required to run a country. Everything from collecting taxes to running hospitals to making sure the roads aren’t deteriorating is supposed to be managed by one or two parties. The parties have grown into gargantuan multiheaded monsters that stumble through politics spreading their efforts so thin that nothing really works. They want to run everything, but because of their organization and size they end up running everything quite badly. Lots of issues fall to the wayside or are forgotten by this lumbering beast.

I think democracy needs to be more UNIX-like. Rather than having one or two huge political parties trying to cover every issue our society involves, we need many small parties, parties that focus on one thing and focus on doing that thing very well – and then communicate and interoperate well with all the other political parties.

Att Indoktrinera Elever Till En Plattform

Jag läste igår om hur såväl borgare som de rödgröna vill att varje elev ska ha en dator. Principiellt håller jag med och tycker det är en bra sak att skolan ligger långt fram i att förse elever med tillgång till både datorer och uppkoppling.

Men även om vi lägger åt sidan att det här känns lite som ett lite väl populistiskt utspel från de båda allianserna så ser jag personligen en del problem med det.

Jag har jobbat med datorer inom skola, både på högstadie och gymnasienivå, och en sak som alltid störde mig med hur datorkunskapen var utformad var att man inte lärde sig en metod, man lärde sig en applikation och ett operativsystem. Snarare än att ge elever en möjlighet att lära sig lösningar till problem lärde man dem specifika program. Om vi använder bilar som jämförelse så var det lite som att inte lära en elev att köra en bil oavsett märke, utan att enbart lära dem hur Volvos olika bilmodeller fungerar.

På den tiden var det Microsoft överallt i skolan, och även om det har börjat luckras upp så är det fortfarande Office-sviten som regerar. Eleverna lär sig inte att hantera en ordbehandlare, de lär sig att använda Word. I många fall blir det därför svårt för dem att applicera sina kunskaper om de inte har Word på sin dator. Givetvis är det här något som Microsoft tycker bra om, att få en statligt finansierad indoktrinering till deras applikationer.

Så, när jag då läser om det här med datorer till elever börjar jag fundera på samma saker.


– Skolorna väljer själva om de vill ha PC eller Mac. Hur man använder datorerna är det viktiga, inget annat. Det hänger ihop med pedagogiken och hur skolan jobbar, säger Hans Olsson på utbildningsförvaltningen till Sydsvenskan.

Jag anser själv att termerna “PC” och “Mac” är lite förlegade, men det är ändå en stor skillnad mellan dem. Jag känner också att det blir lite problematiskt att standardisera på en plattform, för blir det inte samma problem som ovan då? Att man lär dem ett specifikt system, snarare än att lära dem metoder som kan appliceras på olika miljöer?

Eller är jag bara paranoid och tänker för mycket?

My Own Contempt

One of the defining characteristics about myself is my deep and total contempt for politics and politicians. While I can tolerate politicians on the lower levels (and there is some very few exceptions on higher scales too) I find the whole business of politics and politicians become more and more distasteful the higher up you get in the hierarchy of all this.

This is one of the oldest characteristics in who I am, and it’s been a part of me virtually as long as I’ve been aware of the concept of politics.

Sometimes I wish that I could be ignorant and naive and believe the hogwash that politicians tell us. Sometimes I wish that I could stop thinking, and stop seeing how hollow their promises are. Sometimes I wish for the ignorance and bliss that might come with it.

But I can’t. I lost faith in politics and the people involved with it long time ago, and for each year that passes this lack of faith gets stronger.

When I went to school we were taught about democracy and parlamentarism. That the power wielded by politicians were given to them by us, the people. That this power was wielded to promote the happiness and security of the common man. That politicians worked for us, and to further to goals of peace, prosperity and safety.

Sadly this turned out to be a lie. Today the common people exist simply to promote politicians. Politicians who have long since become corrupt and lost touch with why the got into this system in the first place. Politicians who’ve become almost autocratic, and who feel that they’re above the rules. Politics have become draconian systems to keep the common man in place, and our elected politicians are ignoring our opinions in order to further their own hidden agendas. The saddest thing is that we’ve become to complacent that we stop caring, and every time there’s an election we listen to the lies and we vote in another bunch of crooks.

My own lack of faith in politics and the lack of goodness in people involved with it saddens me. But it’s nothing compared to the sadness I feel when I see how badly they country is managed, and how unabashedly the lies are thrown in our faces these last few weeks before election.

Remembering Colors

Yesterday an interesting little bit of trivia happened to me. As I was cooking dinner there was a knock on my apartment-door. Outside was an unfamiliar man, but he presented himself as my upstairs neighbor and informed me that their daughter had accidentally managed to drop some yellow doodad on my balcony, and could she have it back?

I confirmed that such a thingamabobber had indeed fallen on my balcony the previous day, but it was not yellow in color – it was purple. Yeah sure, that’s the one! Smiles all around as I quickly venture into my living room to fetch the aforementioned dohicky and return it to Daddy.

Funny though, because the doodad in question turned out to be teal in color. Neither yellow nor purple.

It’s interesting how poorly the brain seemingly remembers the color of things. This is not the first time that I’ve been mistaken about the color of some item. Interesting that we both completely mistook the color of this plastic thingamajig.

The Ownership of Sounds

So, about half an hour ago or so I was in my kitchen making a sallad. It’s midsummers-eve here in Sweden, and while I’m not partaking in any festivities I felt that something a little more festive was called for as far as dinner was concerned. Thus, I made chicken-salad. Quite lovely.

While pretending to know what the hell I was doing in the kitchen, I had some music on for companionship. One of my favorite songs is “God is a DJ” by Faithless. It’s a great dance-type song, and I never tire of listening to it.

This time however I noticed an interesting sound in the song. Faithless often uses odd bleeps, sweeps and loops in their songs, and this one sounded familiar. I’d probably noticed it before, but this time I paid attention to it. While my hands chopped various vegetables my mind stirred around and tried to remember where I’d heard that particular sound before.

After some mental wandering through my archives I remembered. It was from one of my all-time favorite movies, the masterpiece known as “Apocalypse Now“.

Apocalypse Now has a very interesting soundscape. The music is this odd synthesizer-and-percussion thing, and most of the soundscape is somewhat surreal and unreal – which goes well with the films somewhat bisarre themes. One of the more noticeable aspects of this is that a lot of the helicopter sounds have been replaced with similar-sounding (yet at the same time kind of alien) synthesizer-created sounds.

The very first minutes of the film demonstrates this, with the Huey swooping across the film with a distinctly non-Huey type sound.

It was this very sound I heard in “God is a DJ”. An odd, swooping type sound filling out the background.

I briefly wondered if Faithless had sampled it from the movie, and if so whether it was a legitimate (i.e. they asked for permission from the copyright holders) or whether it was a black-market sample. The latter option seemed much more logical, and while it’s a fairly uniquie soundbite it’s also quite generic to the untrained ear.

But then my mind continued thinking about this. What if they’d recreated the sound using the same type of equipment? What if Faithless discovered they could replicate the sound using completely different equipment?

So who owns the sound if an almost identical sound can be recreated using completely different equipment some twenty years after the “original” sound was created?

Could the copyright holders of Apocalypse decide that they owned the IP of that particular sound, and that any other sound created independently of that sound, sounds that weren’t completely identical but at the same time sounded similar enough, was in fact infringing on their intellectual property? That they owned the rights to every similar sound?

Of course it’s quite bizarre to think about, but it’s also essentially how the copyright-mafia works today so it wouldn’t really surprise me either if some crazed hollywood rights-holder unleashed a shitload of lawyers over this trivial matter.

Which in the long run reminds me that this IP-hostility only serves to stifle creativity. If Faithless had to leave out that sound due to threats of being sued into oblivion, then the rights-holder of that sound would’ve stifled innovation and creativity.

Kind of sad to think about.

(The sound in question can be heard here, in this Youtube-video of the very introduction from Apocalypse Now. It’s the very first sound heard, the swoosh-swoosh-swoosh.)

A Boring Movie

This is what happens when you’re bearded, watching a really boring movie and your hands are a bit restless.

Days Like These

A beautiful day outside. Sunny, clear bright-blue skies, just a degree or two below freezing. Huge white snowpiles. It’s wonderful. When it’s days like these I have no problems remembering why I love living where I do, and I have no trouble enjoying winter.

I took these photos yesterday, actually. But the weather today is the same, except a lot less windy. Yesterday it was gusting quite heavily – today it’s completely calm. Today you can feel the suns rays warming your face.

Vilse

Jag känner mig väldigt vilse i mitt liv. Behöver hjälp, vård, omtanke. Jag känner mig som ett rådjur som tittar förskräckt in i lyktorna på den snabbt annalkande långtradaren.

Det jobbigaste är att jag inte orkar skriva om hur jag mår, för det känns för stort, och för att jag inte längre känner att jag har orden eller orken att skriva om det samt (och det här är nästan värst av allt) att jag inte längre känner att jag litar på min egen blogg.

Det är knappt jag orkar prata om det heller, för den delen. Jag skulle behöva nån som tog hand om mitt liv åt mig, medan jag återhämtade min styrka.

Efter nio år känns det bara så tröstlöst…

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